:: The Stars in The Eyes ::
The wind knocks on the window
over the room as small as me
Twinkling stars so beautiful
Filling the room with love tt cant be seen
Eyes so blurry with tears
Like those stars embroided in my eyes
Too hurt for my legs to walk
For this is never meant for me
Caressing my wound gently
Embracing me to sleep
For the next day I will just keep on smiling

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Monday, April 30, 2007

Counting Down

Today is the last day of April. Im counting down to May.







It will be whole new month to me.






~May~

专属天使

This song is to the someone that i have decided to put down ..........



我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏 好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安 的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会像你 一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离 我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望Woo~

要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡
Oh 绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个 专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

Woo Wu Woo
Ho~ Wu~ Ho

我可以

One of my favourite song recently. Though lee tong says im very back-dated but i don care i still like this song alot. My favourite part is the shooting stars!!!




寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离

你 放著谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听

雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣

幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你

寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离

Ho-Oh Woo~
你 放著谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听

雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣

Oh~幸福 它真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星不用再多说明 
我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你

Ho~ Woo

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽 
是因为你

Ho-Oh

Sunday, April 29, 2007

My holidays

My month of May is going to be very slack

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All those in green are my off days and all those in orange are my leave tt i took to go hongkong. Yea!


May come May !!!!



I wan to go hongkong i wan to go hongkong!!!!

~ Cookie goes sweet ~

cookie sweetest moment is when shes sleeping

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The expressway

The new road in front of my room seems ready. I went to walked one night with a fren but did not managed to finish the walk. Its really beautiful without the cars now. I really want to finish the walk before it opens for traffic.


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I wan to finish the unfinished walk.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Back

Denise is back alredy.


Thanks everyone for all your concern. Especially to mich .. liling .. bao .. nette .. and the one tt don mind letting me whack one (madadidi). For the others that do not know me you may tink tt im just being temperamental but for me ive sort out something tt have been suppressed inside me unhappily for 3 years.


Im able to move on now and most impt of all im much happier. Really happier.


There is new goals set in life and many more things i really want to achieve by end of this year.


May will definitely be a whole new month to Denise


Pls wish me luck =)

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Denise

Sorry everyone .. guess i made many of you worried. Im trying to sort out things with myself recently.




I din mean to hurt anyone in the previous entry as well. If you felt hurt i did it unintentionally.




Denise will soon blogged again




and it shall all be happy entries ......

Monday, April 16, 2007

90% of happiness

Life is full of ups and down and everyone have their share in either of these. I guess im pretty much in the down period recently.


I do not feel like talking as much as i do before and i get very tired.


I wanted more time to be alone and i'll rather choose to off my fone to shut out for 3 days since im on off.


Why am i like this?


I tink i have lost something very important recently. It makes me feel lost and weird and out of place.


Am i the only one that hasnt move on when everyone seems to be happy?


Am i the only one that cannot seems to know what i really want?


Am i the only one that gets easily affected by what others say and feels down?


I hope im not the only one.


I only allow myself to enter 10% of unhappy entries here so that the remaining will remind myself to stay positive.


But guess the rest of the unhappiness are still suppressed somewhere inside me for many years.


Why can others be so ruthless and yet so successful to lead a happy life to be rich to have everything that the person wans and life paving out smoothly for him.


wHy!!!!!!!!!!


Whereas many of us have to do so much to achieve what we really wants.


This is UNFAIRNESS!!!!


Its ok to let him have more while i have less but why is it that even he is more happy than i am and i am always on the negative side.


I cannot say my life is upside down now and nothing great is working out on me bcos im in one of the happiest job around and the rest of my family and friends are still with me.


But i still find it unfair.


Why do the bad ones always live the longest and the good ones go off earlier?


I cannot come to terms with myself on this logic. It sounds funny but it is always true.


Im still tinking now to do it or not to do it.


I want my 90% of happiness back.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Happy Bday Mr Loh Zhen Hao aka Ah Hao (23rd bday) You are so old!

Ah Hao's bday is coming on the 12th April and its my off day on Monday. Met up with him to go for tim sum together in the morning. Its really yummy yummy yummy!!!!!!

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We ate halfway and i told ah hao .. ah hao very nice i wan to take pictures and po on my blog den we stop eating and i quickly take out my hp camera to take the dishes on the table. Theres more in fact but you noe looking at ah hao's size he must have eaten half the table away alredy.


There are many many to order and its a BUFFET!!!!!!!

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And look again the price is so so so reasonable.

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This restruant is situated in the hotel next to penisula plaza near funan it mall. The ambience is really not bad and the service is of hotel standard.

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So looking at the price we paid .. its less than 15 for each of us. Very worth it! Next time i gonna pull my dad to follow me there. Hahah!!!


After we're done we decided to take a stroll ard so tt i can digest my food as well and i met yeeling at funan. She is getting skinner and skinner and skinner. Crap for awhile den we seperated again.


I wanted to get a casing for my fragile phone to protect it from the rough and chor lor hands of mine. We den headed to bugis found one of prominent hp stalls in the centre and decided to get it from there.

I was talking to the uncle while he was servicing my fone. He was such a nice father. He was telling me now this kind of hp stall jin pai tan and his son brought 7 of his frens in to help out at the stall but all left at the same time to go poly he very busy and jia lat.

Was asking him den the son leh .. he says his son wans to be a superstar lor so he joined those dance group and arts troupe i tink. But as a father he really supported his son to aim for wat he wants.

I like the father. very open and nice. my dad also not bad. both half fight. Hahah!


We shopped ard bugis and bypass a manicure shop and i ask if ah hao he dare to do.

He said i got wat thing i don dare to do one come on.

So i gamely went in to ask the manicurists if they do pedicure for men. And they said yes. All the female customers in the shop all kept giggling when they see ah hao (It was a very small shop). Ah hao den bu yao la bu yao la. Somemore the person went to get ready to equipments alredy lor. Chou ah hao make me so paiseh. He walked away and i have to go find him. Angry.


Den after a while we managed to meet up with nette the exorcist (whom helped me with my dog in the previous entry remember) for dinner.


But both ah hao and i are still very full from the tim sums and nette doesnt want to watch movies. So in the end we went


PARTY WORLD!!!!!!

The bday boy:
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The exorcist and i:
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The exorcist starts to get high i tink and she stands on the sofa to sing. I was scard so went to the other end of the room to sit.
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As you can see she high for very long. She stood almost throughoutthe 3 hrs session i tink.


After tt we went over to NYDC and wants to act like we are only hungry but ah hao saw thru the trick immediately.

So anyway the bday cake still came and we celebrated.

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Im allergic to so many candles.

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Lynette took this pictures and she say ah hao look like a superstar. Hah ...

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Pose1

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Pose2

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Pose3

As the narration suggested all 3 pictures are all purposely posed for the cam. Ah hao ur a cam-whore.

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Although its a mini celebration not with many many ppl but it was a day well spent for me and all of us really had fun!!!


So lastly ..


Happy bday lao hao!

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Water Venture Retreat

As the team steps into a new financial year. We kick off with a retreat in the start. There were many changes and postings and re-postings of people to places. Different departments also merge as one and the name changes as well.

We are initially called People's Association Sea Sports Club but now we have changed to People's association Water venture. The Sea sports has now merged with the land adventure team and we are one big family all under PA. If ur not familiar with the adventure team its the one that organizes the past Climb On! events in Singapore.

So now with the land and sea merge into one its like having the best of both worlds for me. I get to do both now. One of my ex-instructors ask me so do you all do camps? The answer is no no no ... although many schools especially has requested for this service but we do not provide that. We only provide the technical skills part. Like Rock-climb and abseiling whereby we work very closely with climb adventure and sea sports like windsurfing powerboating kayaking so on and so forth.

So if the teachers wants to have any camps with us we will outsource the outdoor adventure to training companies that do outdoor camps. WE DO NOT DO CAMPS! (Hi-light for ppl who reads my blog and tries to be funny)


Anyway the 2 days retreat was held at Grand Copthorne hotel which is just next to zouk. Many ppl has gone to zouk before but how many have went into this hotel? So heh heh .. i have taken many many photos so u can also take a look at the inside of the hotel.

GC hotel is a 5 star hotel even though it looks like its only 4 star to me. Even the food is only 4star as well but not bad la the deco of the hotel minus the room is about 4 star and plus abit. The room itself if i were to guage i will give a 3.5 star or at most 4 star lor. But it really doesnt look 5 star at all.


Toilets: 4star
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Function Room: 4.5star
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Dining: 4 star
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Hotel Rooms: 3-4 star
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Hotel View: 5star
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(from 24th storey) The warehouse lookalike with red tile is zouk




The team had our team-building activity in the function room.

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Our task is to build a drawing bridge using only straws as our only materials and nothing else. It must be able to allow a toy car to drive across and draws up as a draw bridge when a ship requires to bypass.

The first one is built by my team.

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But my favourite one is this.

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U need a suv to drive thru.

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And see how they play cheat (hahah)

After our dinner on the first night we are on free and easy and i came across the following 2 toilets. Intresting!!!

Cowboys:

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Egypt:

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Night view(from room):
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The next day we had a dialogue session with the GD. His the man in the 3rd pic. Familiar.
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Man in 4th pic is my favourite boss =)

Everyone shared their piece and gave in new opinions for the new financial year. Hopefully the new year for us will be a better year and many many more business to come.

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