Do you have a favourite quote? Ive come across one recently from ah beng.
Hey babe! Happy Bday to u!!!!!!!!!
We are together for 5 years!!!!!
Thanks for the 5 years that we had spent together. It wasnt a very long frenship that we had between us but i must say every moment that we had were all quality time well spent.
Thanks for being such a good fren beside me all the time
Thanks for being there when im down
Thanks for being my listening ear when i needed one
Thanks for being such a lame joker at times to make me laugh
Thanks for all the advices and comments shared between one another
Thanks for all the care and concern
Thanks for room-mating together
Thanks for playing attacks* at nite
Thanks for all the nice nice food shared
Thanks for all the memorable overseas moments
Well i just want to say
Lifes gonna be hard for me without u ard anymore but i noe though u may be far far away but ur just a fone call away from me. And it goes the same here as well ok u can get me too at just a fone call away. So if ur down one day over there and you need someone to talk to do not fear cos im too juz a fonecall away from u =)
I may have alot of acquaintances but very few frens in my life. But yet in my this handful of closest frens i have, i have u inside and i realize in fact i do not need to hav that many close frens.
So really .. thanks for everything ger.
I will want to have many more 5 years with u down the road ahead.
Together we shall grow old and still play attacks* at nite =)
# posted by Denise at
6/21/2007 09:00:00 PM
Yea! Ive cut my old look away!!!! According to my closest fren (mich & nette) they says tt my hairstyle is boring and over the years from poly until now they have always been seeing the same old thing.
I must agree with them totally especially the recently one tt was cut away. It was so not me. I don like but i looked like tt for don noe how many months before i decided to snip it off. But i must agree the previous hairstyle should have given me more plus points making me look so decent and office worker.
Over the years ive seen michelle from very long hair to very short hair. She only has this 2 extremes. No mid length. I prefer her in her short hair make her look so fresh and nice though her long tresses last time was also wavy and nice.
As for nette she was always cutting all the different different hairstyles thru out the years in poly until i also don noe where to start from. The most horrible horrible one was the one tt she posted on her blog 2 or 3 months back. I wanted to post it here but guess tt might be the end of our frenship if i do tt so you might want to visit her blog instead. She cut her own frindge!!!!!! (OMG). The style was good though but i still luv the you now more ok. Muack.
As for bao she always got short hair from last time until now never change but recently shes trying to keep her hair long. Over the years ive seen her in many many colours .. shapes .. style .. and short short lengths. Am really expecting to see her in very very long hair soon.
For me I still prefer my long hair but its more PUNK now. Yea!!!
Thx ive zi lian enough. I love my hair now so don anyhow punk with me i tell u
Hah i noe you wan to say theres not much change. But alot of my colleagues say i look fiercer now ok so don fight with me u sure lose one.
Ling is in Tioman now. She promise me a starfish when shes back. Told her i wanted a life one so tt i can keep it as a pet but if she got a dead one back i wont wrap it in newspaper like wat she did in the december entry ok.
Am taking up many new things recently and really hope to learn them fast. I was initially taking up something tt i didnt really like but now im taking up the other one as well tt i wanted long ago from last time until now. Will post only over here once it has started.
Many new love in my life now .. i got more than just my violin.
# posted by Denise at
6/20/2007 11:11:00 PM
I received a comment from a frenster fren on frenster and it says
A Scorpio lady is secretive, mysterious and enigmatic. She is a very focussed person, and once she makes up her mind, there is no stopping her. She is very passionate, and occasionally quite manipulative. As she is given to frequent mood swings, she can be a handful at times. She is a very sensitive person who relies on her intuition to explore the world around her. She enjoys sports, which satisfies her competitive urge. Stubborn and strong-willed, she doesn't believe in half-measures. She is erratic and unpredictable, yet on some days she can be amiable company and on others she jealously guards her privacy. This also applies to her appearance, as at times she won't step out of the house without being well dressed and at other times, she won't bother to comb her hair. School life is unpredictable, and even if she is not a model student, she can achieve her goals by the dint of sheer determination and perseverance.
You are a player, so continue to play. Enjoy being a
It was incompleted at the end but i believed it wasnt anything bad. But anyway i found it very true for myself. I din really noe the sender well but the words entered are very me in fact. I do not have many frens tt understands me very well and thus i was abit shock to receive this from him. But really thx to this guy and his comments I c myself better. Maybe im juz unpredictable at times and i will show my happiness and sorrows to ppl whom im comfortable with ard me.
Ppl normally mistaken me as being playful but they dont noe me
Recently one of my fren whom ive not talked for 3 yrs previously tell me this on the last day that we talked. He said ive changed tremendously and im no longer the person tt im used to be. Im much more jovial and happy 3 yrs back and im very different now. He said if he just knew me recently and hear the things that i talked to him about he would have suspected that i am having depression now.
I guessed i do hav abit though. I have it ever since i started talking to him. I dont like to talk to him bcos his words are always piercing but true.
But deciding not to talk to him again was both our choices. Bcos i felt tt it was best for him and best for myself too. His trapped in his own trap and im helpless in many ways. We couldnt change anything in fact. We cant help each other at all. The lasts words were all hurting and sad but it gave me wat i needed to move on stronger and not to look back. He said the most hurting sentence tt one could ever said and i hear it clearly word by word. But thx for still promising to be nice to my family.
I really did change alot as compared to 3yrs back. My inner self nvr found any true happiness from then on as it was pretty much filled with anger and unhappiness. I walked unhappily with the many things tt happened 3 yrs back.
But i guessed im starting a new chapter soon.
I want a chapter tt has no depression .. sorrow .. hatrad and unhappiness.
A chapter tt is much less dependant on anyone else but me.
A chapter that is my chapter.
# posted by Denise at
6/15/2007 11:54:00 PM
Pls click on the play button in the player at the side of the page way below the tagboard. Its a piano piece - Canon in D mixed variation played by my friend himself. He has a diploma in piano =) and this piece was played way back in year 2000 in christofori concert as his graduation piece if im not wrong.
I uploaded the file into the website and embeded it onto my blog. A very different piece of Canon in D by my friend.
The pianist is Wong KaiHong 25 this year.
Intrested girls pls let me know i can help you touch base with this musically inclined guy.
(If anyone do know y my music doesnt comes on automatically like how others one can pls tell me ok .. )
# posted by Denise at
6/10/2007 07:04:00 PM
Bad mooD.
I dont like to be another person
I like to be who i am
I play
but i do not hurt anyone physically
Im playful
but i do draw a line and i have my own limits
I trust you
and thats y i feel happy and comfortable to share so much
I do not know u long enough
but i know you are not like that
I can think
and i will feel sad
I need to breathe
and i do have feelings
I have my feelings
and i do not like to hear things that are like that
Im a human
and i do have my pride and dignity
I may be stubborn
but i have my own principles
I may be sensitive
But thats just how i feel
I just want to be me
and u as my fren
When i need to talk
someone that i can talk to
When im upset
someone to hear me out
When i need just a fren
I have a fren
Do not throw me to others
bcos i dont like to be a problem
Do not bring others in
bcos they are not in the picture
I need to think
and i want to have my own space
I need that basic respect
and thats all that i wan
I guess we will not be as close as before
but we are still friends
# posted by Denise at
6/10/2007 03:40:00 PM
Thursday was a long working day and was so tired and so afraid tt i might be late the next day for work on Friday tt i was tinking of not joining bao and the rest for dinner. But luckily i went if not i would have missed out on so much fun and laughter.
We shared many things and all of us talked. Thanks to Bao and Jinger for ur wonderful tintin and Charles for your wonderful Frenship unhappiness survival kit. Even though i already have the star that u gave but i still luv the star alot =)
Everybody!
A cuckoo face is a must
Its only supposed to be the 3 of us but charles came behind. He looked like he photoshop himself into the pic
us us us
Not many picture to post for the night as the place is dark and i din bring my camera along bcos i did not charge it and i really regret ok. But it was really good time spent and i would have really regretted if i missed out tt nite.
Luv u guys!
# posted by Denise at
6/10/2007 03:05:00 PM
i received the following link in my email from Ben and clicked on it. Was super disgusted with what ive saw. Dogs and Dolphins are my favourite. Looking at how they manhandled the dolphins really make me feel like giving them one tight slap on the face.
Video -
http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphinIf you have already watched you will understand that we are too far to give any tight slaps on all these ppl's face. Thus if you are like me still very pissed by their actions even if you understand that they have no choice as this might be their mode of living and earning you can alwaz add ur name here to show tt u care.
Petition -
http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/petition.html I will never touch dolphin meat.
# posted by Denise at
6/10/2007 02:56:00 PM
Its the start of June and i realise i have not been blogging for so so so long ....
Am on off today and finally i hav my proper rest after so long. its so super tiring working non stop throughout. Im on a very bad mood mode recently.
First bad mood was something insulting tt happened which i feel humiliated and insulted. Will never go back to tt place to work again. Was just a place tt i helped out for part time.
The second one came after the first one. My fren and i couldnt agree on something and in the end i walked off w/o my hp and wallet. My bag was in his car. With nothing with me i walked ard suntec for 2 hrs. Drifted my body from Suntec to beach rd to kallang and den one round back to suntec again. i sat wondering wat to do next and my frens found me. They said hide and seek was fun.
But anyway the main point is they couldnt find me at first and alerted my family. so this accounted for the second bad mood.
So with 2 bad mood i am on a bad bad mood now.
Other than tt everything for me is GREAT!!!!!
Felt im getting better and better with my new love, my fingering are faster now and the tune is getting more and more in place.
Secondly, sort out many things with many ppl which i do not like to leave it dangling.
Sorry Mr M i noe ur nice but im juz like this. I will be very unappreciative of what you have done for me so in fact u deserve more than just this.
Thirdly, packed my room to make it much more neater.
Fourth, went to Changi V .. we so like xue-er she is so so so so pretty lor. When the car is approaching near her all of us in the car keep shouting xue er!!!!!! She like my frens brother and his in the car. And we all(bao. cx & i) like her from last time alredy so check out on her before. I tink shes the most popular one at Changi V. SO PRETTY!!! We approached her in the car and my frens bro talked to him/her. She is so happy lor...
I ask Kenny to go and see her frenster profile and he say she is pretty too!!! I ask him if he will accept him if one day xue er tell Kenny that his cute and he say this thing is quite hard to say one. She is tt pretty ok even guys are dong yao by him/her.
I ask XXXXX how about him. Bore i can even finish wat i wan to say XXXXX say tt his a very traditional man and all the bla bla bla kind of relationship. But wat i noe from Kenny later on is tt XXXXX don care one as long as pretty can alredy. XXXXX got split personality.
So in fact i had a busy and tiring week to say so. After my trip back from HK i worked non stop, normal work + part time and den normal work again. So finally got to rest now.
Next time gonna play Hide & Seek 2 with my frens again.
# posted by Denise at
6/05/2007 01:04:00 AM
