I received a comment from a frenster fren on frenster and it says
A Scorpio lady is secretive, mysterious and enigmatic. She is a very focussed person, and once she makes up her mind, there is no stopping her. She is very passionate, and occasionally quite manipulative. As she is given to frequent mood swings, she can be a handful at times. She is a very sensitive person who relies on her intuition to explore the world around her. She enjoys sports, which satisfies her competitive urge. Stubborn and strong-willed, she doesn't believe in half-measures. She is erratic and unpredictable, yet on some days she can be amiable company and on others she jealously guards her privacy. This also applies to her appearance, as at times she won't step out of the house without being well dressed and at other times, she won't bother to comb her hair. School life is unpredictable, and even if she is not a model student, she can achieve her goals by the dint of sheer determination and perseverance.
You are a player, so continue to play. Enjoy being a
It was incompleted at the end but i believed it wasnt anything bad. But anyway i found it very true for myself. I din really noe the sender well but the words entered are very me in fact. I do not have many frens tt understands me very well and thus i was abit shock to receive this from him. But really thx to this guy and his comments I c myself better. Maybe im juz unpredictable at times and i will show my happiness and sorrows to ppl whom im comfortable with ard me.
Ppl normally mistaken me as being playful but they dont noe me
Recently one of my fren whom ive not talked for 3 yrs previously tell me this on the last day that we talked. He said ive changed tremendously and im no longer the person tt im used to be. Im much more jovial and happy 3 yrs back and im very different now. He said if he just knew me recently and hear the things that i talked to him about he would have suspected that i am having depression now.
I guessed i do hav abit though. I have it ever since i started talking to him. I dont like to talk to him bcos his words are always piercing but true.
But deciding not to talk to him again was both our choices. Bcos i felt tt it was best for him and best for myself too. His trapped in his own trap and im helpless in many ways. We couldnt change anything in fact. We cant help each other at all. The lasts words were all hurting and sad but it gave me wat i needed to move on stronger and not to look back. He said the most hurting sentence tt one could ever said and i hear it clearly word by word. But thx for still promising to be nice to my family.
I really did change alot as compared to 3yrs back. My inner self nvr found any true happiness from then on as it was pretty much filled with anger and unhappiness. I walked unhappily with the many things tt happened 3 yrs back.
But i guessed im starting a new chapter soon.
I want a chapter tt has no depression .. sorrow .. hatrad and unhappiness.
A chapter tt is much less dependant on anyone else but me.
A chapter that is my chapter.
# posted by Denise at
6/15/2007 11:54:00 PM