:: The Stars in The Eyes ::
The wind knocks on the window
over the room as small as me
Twinkling stars so beautiful
Filling the room with love tt cant be seen
Eyes so blurry with tears
Like those stars embroided in my eyes
Too hurt for my legs to walk
For this is never meant for me
Caressing my wound gently
Embracing me to sleep
For the next day I will just keep on smiling
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Sunday, September 30, 2007
Gotta Go My Own Way
GABRIELLA: Troy – listen...
I gotta say what’s on my mind. Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days. Life keeps getting in the way. Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged.
It’s so hard to say, but I gotta do what’s best for me. You’ll be okay...
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am. I just don’t belong here, I hope you understand. We might find a place in this world someday, but at least for now, I gotta go my own way.
Don’t wanna leave it all behind. But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time. Another color turns to grey. And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today Cause I gotta do what’s best for me. You’ll be okay...
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am. I just don’t belong here, I hope you understand. We might find a place in this world someday, but at least for now, I gotta go my own way.
TROY: What about us? What about everything we’ve been through?
GABRIELLA: what about trust?
TROY: You know I never wanted to hurt you.
GABRIELLA: What about me?
TROY: What am I supposed to do?
GABRIELLA: I gotta leave but I’ll miss you
TROY (ECHOING): ...miss you.
GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS: So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am. (Troy: why do you have to go) I just don’t belong here, I hope you understand. (Troy: trying to understand) We might find a place in this world someday, but at least for now, (Troy: I want you to stay) I gotta go my own way.
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am. (Troy: what about us?) I just don’t belong here, I hope you understand. (Troy: try to understand) We might find a place in this world someday. but at least for now, I gotta go my own way.
Night riding was not bad yesterday but my helmet got swopped before the start of the lesson. Someone swopped away my helmet to the school's helmet on my bike.
In the end i had to ride with the school's helemt which was super loose but that was already the smallest around. While on the rd the helmet kept moving about and when my speed goes up the helmet gets blown backwards .. theres was one point when i wanted to adjust it while on the move my bike almost skidded.
So 'thx' to the person who swopped my helmet.
But other then that the lesson was gd .. the traffic was ok this time and the speed and everything is good. The instructors are nice as well.
And thx to ksr110 too. Though i don really noe who u r but ur tips are good. Even though yesterday im still trying to catch up with the inst in front but it was so much better than the previous lesson.
Everything is so messy .. there are vehicles everywhere .. people all anyhow cross .. all the ones in my subjects but in different classes can be seen everywhere ... and all the rd tt i bypasses and all i don remember
Hah and tink i almost knock down someone thank god he trust me tt i will not be able to stop in time and did not continue crossing.
And those ppl in my subject were so cool everyone do all sorts of silly mistakes and all of us followed one another .. so wonderful !!!!
The person on the bike behind me almost got knock down and the inst claim tt is my fault tt i squeeze thru the traffic and he followed .. whoa!
And the instructor tt leads me in front seems to be sleeping .. He led me thru the chevron marking and scolded me after tt .. yea!
The mistakes in the first was not repeated in the second but in the second new mistakes start to appear ... Wonderful
If it goes on like this i can nvr clear the subject.
Rar !!!!!!
and
I saw the gay inst today while doin my circuit and he look at me doin the S course and shake his head. Y u must shake ur head got ur problem is it .. ur not even my inst for my subject you come and shake ur head at me for wat. Trying to action action and tell me tt i do very lousy rite. Kaipo! Altohugh i noe u will nvr see me scolding u here but i still wanna scold u! U chao kaipo!
We had Tian Ji near baobaos place follow by alot alot alot of shopping at Mustafa and Eating again at HK Cafe
Sometimes i really wonder why can we eat so much?
Anyway i spend alot over at Mustafa .. in fact i spend the most near to $130 i tink. Follow by Baobao next she said she spend near to $80. I tink i shouldnt frequent tt kind of places too often.
One of the interesting thing tt we came across was the Little Mr & Miss Books!!!
Each of us decided to choose one character for the other that is most apt for the person
So
Bao chose for Mindy Mindy chose for CX CX chose for Me I chose for baobao
The character was cute though but makes me sound like a bad person. But its ok cos i tink im really a little bit bad sometimes but all these were infected from my poly fren Lyn*tt* W*ng (must mask her name to protect identity ... hahahah) so guess all the bad things tt i did were unintentional one most of the time ok =)
As for the other girls .. their Little Miss identity is a secret cos as im recollecting i realize all our identities are quite true including for myself thus shld not spill out theirs. Anyway cx one was a classic.
But the nite didnt really started out smooth at first for me.
It was such a lousy feeling to sound so cheap and made used of as part of a conversation for someone to strike. And as a return i was asked back why am i so edgy? HELLO!!!!!! Everything tt you said were not even real alrite. Stop acting like you are very close to me .. stop acting like you have seen my looks now .. stop acting like you really know me.
Lastly pls do not get me involve into conversations tt does not require me at all. Thanks. Im not even ur fren at all to start off with.
Ok ive said my piece ..
Anyway back to my GNO now ..
The GNO went till abt 4+ and it was super tiring and i hav to wake up super early the next day but still
Ive not mug for so so so so long and im so not use to mugging now .. i get so distracted every now and then and it seems like my mugging is not productive enough ..
Guess i really have to concentrate but before i do tt i juz wanna share something tt a member of my club did ...
Feel like sayin the school's name but i might offend alot of ppl
But if i don say den theres no fun in telling ...
Ok i will consider abt whether to tell the school name or not before i come back again with wat the joker did
In the meantime back to mugging ... i hate to fail =P
I am feeling super down ... Mich will noe y .. Bao will noe y .. and i guess NLT will noe y too ....
I guess everyone isnt happy recently well lets all jia you together ok .. bao says no ones problem is too small a problem .. everyone can have their own problem and i can have mine too. Mine is very personal .. so personal tt some might even laugh at but i guess outsiders can nvr understand the person who is experiencing it .. until they got it themselves .. so don laugh at me cos u might get it too ...
Anyway thx NLT. I like the ice-cream tt u bought over from Orchard so far ... =) My favourite is the choc banana and you bought tt. Next time i buy u back the green tea red bean one the funny funny one tt u like too!
And oh yes remember to practise ur circus monkey song .. im waiting to hear tt from you.
