I din do well for my evaluation again today but i was so near to getting a pass .. i noe i sound like a loser bcos the inst failed me and i hate him and i will only be just passed even if i pass but the main thing is not tt.
The inst is so irresponsible!
I was asking him on the mistakes that i made and halfway he just tell me he had another lesson to rush for and throw my questions for another inst to solve. Apparently the other inst doesnt even noe y and when r the mistakes made bcos his not the accessor who accessed me. Hahahah i was like a joke being thrown ard ... i was so angry can ...
Especially for some of the mistakes that he ticked i din even commit those mistakes that he marked. So anyway i tell myself .. fine .. i'll just get myself accessed again. But the happier thing is the nest assessment tt i can booked is 5days after. And i need to pass within the next 4 days if not my TP date will be cancelled by the system.
Yea! So happy rite.
I will jolly well be ok if at least the inst can convinced me that i made those mistakes that he mentioned but he is not even bothered to hear me out can.
I feel so unjustified and unfair lor. But after awhile i saw LP (One of the instructors). He advised me to go to this special counter tt they hav but told me not to tell anyone else tt his the one tt told me abt tt secret counter. So i wont say where the counter is.
Anyway i finally understand the term being nice to others and others will be nice to you. It finally works here.
The counter person was nice to talk to me and hear out my story as i pour out wat happened to him and explain everything nicely. And .. He did the thing nobody tot could be done. He adjusted the system so that i will not be cancelled out even if i took my assessment on a later date.
Tata! I feel better now ...
I noe i still sound like a loser in a certain way gaining sympathy but hey hello waiting for 5 days for an assessment is really way too long can. If you go ard and ask all the schools maximum is 4 days for an 8.01. And as for the other lessons you can book and they have it on the next day.
But well if i do fail again on the next assessment i will accept the fact taken tt its not any of my enemies taking me for the test. I got 4 enemies so far .. hahah .. i don like them but other then the gay one tt i alwaz mention the rest don noe tt i don like them. Whahah .. but still i get affected if im goin to be under them for the test. I guess sometimes these insts are just too obvious that they hav the mentality girls are lousier riders than guys and they feel that we shouldnt ride.
Today rite the gay inst see me doing my circuit and shake his head again. I seriously suspect his on drugs. I don understand y he like to shake his head when he see me doing my circuit practise. And its like the 1782034538 times that i caught him shaking his head at me. Today was just a pissful day for me in short. I got observe alrite .. he only shake when it was my turn. Which is very irritaiting.
Road assessment went abit off .. i nearly caused the guy behind me to fall. I guess he will nvr read this but still im sorry if 341578990 years later u happen to see this entry of mine and u remember you almost fell bcos of me.
I guess he din pass too bcos of tt.
Anyway im going to sleep away all these after tonite and hopefully tom will be a better day for me =)
# posted by Denise at
10/11/2007 10:31:00 PM