Im down im down im really down. I miss my club the monitor lizards my fishes the lake the kayaks and everything there. I wanna go back. HQ is a so different place. Am i really lousy? I tried to get used but maybe ive been too to myself for the past 5 months and life was like a rainbow to me back over there. I wanna look at the lake everyday and i don mind being disturb now seriously. I feel so confined and im really feeling sad now. Can i go back over there?


I think I will have to try harder.